Feeling like where I live that I will never be able to get real therapy. Its easy to get pushed to the side and not taken seriously when you see one NP 3-6 months for 15 minutes. The only office is across town. All the way down to the growing agoraphobia. I don't ever think that I will have anyone to really unload all this dark, depressing shit to. I will just drown it it the rest of my life.
I brought up the issue of suicidal thoughts again. Having had one recent attempt 5 years ago. No doctors knew about it. Keep getting brushed off as happy and normal. Im just good at it.
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u/xxpepperbombxx Aug 10 '15
Feeling like where I live that I will never be able to get real therapy. Its easy to get pushed to the side and not taken seriously when you see one NP 3-6 months for 15 minutes. The only office is across town. All the way down to the growing agoraphobia. I don't ever think that I will have anyone to really unload all this dark, depressing shit to. I will just drown it it the rest of my life.