r/schizoaffective bipolar subtype Mar 21 '15

Check-in Saturday (March 21, 2015)

Check-in Saturday is a weekly topic encouraging community members to check in with how they are doing in a judgment free environment. Anyone can start a Check-in Saturday, just please put the date in the title and try to include a link to the previous week's thread.

Previous week's check-in

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u/koutavi depressive subtype Mar 22 '15

Kind of attempted suicide and gave up on it because I am just that much of a loser? Idek, guys, it's hard to explain but the next day I gave up on the life I was clinging to instead. Left my job! Am applying for disability! Not particularly giving much of a shit but taking my meds like a good girl and doing my check-ins. I feel kind of numb.

Baked lots of cookies last night?

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u/sekh60 bipolar subtype Mar 24 '15

big hugs Personally I'm glad you gave up on the attempt. Doesn't make you a loser at all. I hope disability helps you focus more on your health. I wish I had cookies.

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u/koutavi depressive subtype Mar 24 '15

I can make cookies happen!

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u/sekh60 bipolar subtype Mar 27 '15

Thanks, but I went and got some! Yay cookies.