r/butchlesbians • u/Much-Pilot-5822 • 2d ago

Vent God I fkn love my femme girlfriend

I just need to share this. I’ve never felt this way about anyone as an adult. The last time I felt anything close to this was with my first love in high school.

I adore her entire being. It’s insane. Sometimes the love I have for her is so overwhelming that it genuinely distracts me. I can be working, doing something completely normal, and my body will go weak just thinking about her. It actually makes me sick to my stomach how thoroughly I love this girl.

She makes me feel so affirmed in my masculinity, and that is one of the reasons I adore her so much. The graceful way she lets me lead, listens to me, takes care of me, and is so willing for me is intoxicating. I’ve never been with a woman as deeply and thoroughly feminine as her.

When I look into her eyes, I can feel her love for me too. Sometimes she looks at me like she’s about to cry or I'll touch her and she'll start shaking. She’s not the most verbally expressive person, but I can feel her love and desire for me every time I’m near her. It’s like a current runs through me to her and back again. We are extremely physically connected.

I am completely devoted to this girl. I’ve never desired, craved, loved, adored, or worshipped a woman like this. I genuinely think she is the most beautiful woman who has ever been born.

I pray I get to marry her one day.

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u/SharpImagination6806 1d ago

This is so deeply beautiful and touching

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u/asonicpushforenergy 1d ago

Brb about to go and hug my gf

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u/Serious_Pea42 1d ago edited 1d ago

This this this. I know it's out there. You know what if it isn't I think I would truly rather be alone. I don't believe in soul mates per say. That sounds more like "someone 'God' made 'just for you'" which...ew. So many issues there. But anyway.

I went to my local lesbian bar last night by myself because SHIT i just wanted to be around other girls like me without judgements. Lovely masc bartender and idk can we not just tell what that sigh is all about. Thank the goddess or whatever just ahhhhh lol. Something stupid but very real.

IYKYK... it's out there. Keep the faith ✌️

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u/Xfmacaroni 1d ago

I wish you guys the best! I hope to find this for myself one day :)