My life’s a mess

[u/danirobot]

Porn addict (it’s a strong pull), unemployed and still unable to score a job. General sense of hopelessness and anxiety.

The rest just goes into more detail, but no need to read it all if you just wanna start praying for me

thank u

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I have a great singing voice (people say they like it) but my terrible anxiety always stops me from posting my finished songs online. I feel like the parable of talents where the guy buried his talent :( I want to feel faith and not anxiety for once.

I have a long distance girlfriend who’s given me chance after chance but I’m always afraid she’s gonna give up on me because I can’t seem to get my life to move forward

I’m at the point where I don’t have a car and had to move back in with my parents. Though I’m grateful that my parents took me in, I am almost 40, which makes this very depressing.

I did some bad sins 6 years ago (paid for s*x), and I’m always afraid that this has spiritually cursed me because it’s ever since then that my life went totally stagnant and the terrible fear/anxiety started there. I wish I had never done that.

I need prayer. Someone to care enough to pray Mercy over my life.

[u/Lanky_Limit_6857]

Pray that you find deliverance from all these things. I struggle too, you're not alone

[u/danirobot → u/Lanky_Limit_6857]

Thank you. I pray the same for you