r/PrayerRequests • u/danirobot • 4d ago

My life’s a mess

Porn addict (it’s a strong pull), unemployed and still unable to score a job. General sense of hopelessness and anxiety.

The rest just goes into more detail, but no need to read it all if you just wanna start praying for me

thank u

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I have a great singing voice (people say they like it) but my terrible anxiety always stops me from posting my finished songs online. I feel like the parable of talents where the guy buried his talent :( I want to feel faith and not anxiety for once.

I have a long distance girlfriend who’s given me chance after chance but I’m always afraid she’s gonna give up on me because I can’t seem to get my life to move forward

I’m at the point where I don’t have a car and had to move back in with my parents. Though I’m grateful that my parents took me in, I am almost 40, which makes this very depressing.

I did some bad sins 6 years ago (paid for s*x), and I’m always afraid that this has spiritually cursed me because it’s ever since then that my life went totally stagnant and the terrible fear/anxiety started there. I wish I had never done that.

I need prayer. Someone to care enough to pray Mercy over my life.

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u/Ras_Apollo 4d ago

Remember when you repent you are forgiven. Seems like you aren’t forgiving yourself. You are not your sin. You got this. Praying for you

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u/danirobot 3d ago

Thank you for your comment and prayer. The past couple hours I’ve been watching sermons on God’s forgiveness. I feel like it’s washing away years of feeling unforgiven

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u/Ras_Apollo 3d ago

I’m very happy to hear that. His love is endless. It’s just up to you to feel the acceptance. Anytime I slip up, I like to read psalm 51 out loud. It helps me mentally

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u/danirobot 3d ago

I looked it up and read it. It’s perfect. Thank you so much. God bless you always, RasApollo.

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u/Ras_Apollo 2d ago

God Bless you too Dani. I hope you’re feeling better 🙏

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u/danirobot 1d ago

Thank you. I am, actually! I’ve been reminding myself that I’m truly Forgiven by God. I feel a lot of hope, which is very different than how I used to feel

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u/beowulffan 2d ago

One of my fav Psalms when I've felt overcome by guilt

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u/Ras_Apollo 3d ago

“And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”
‭‭2 Corinthians‬ ‭12‬:‭9‬ ‭KJV‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/1/2co.12.9.KJV